11/20/98

Hello everyone and welcome back. I just got home from spending the night out with my friends after the play. Also, right now I'm in a total emotional dilemma. Well, let me start at the beginning. There were these three girls that I liked that were involved in the play. Each of them had their own special things that I like. There was one that I liked the best, we'll call her D.J. Well, she never really seemed interested in me, just occasionally talked to me. Then there was V.J. who flirted with me a lot, but I didn't really think much of it. And last, there's Cheryl, she is very nice and I think likes me as a friend. The good thing about her is that she isn't reserved in her showing of affection.

So during the play, I've been flirting with all three. I flirted with V.J., I talked with Cheryl, and D.J. I ran some arrons with. Then today, D.J. seemed to talk to me a lot more, and asked me for a ride to Baker's Square, how could I say no. Then I went to my friend Mike K.'s house, and she some how seemed to show up there too. She wasn't really flirting with me or talking to me that much, but when I said that I had to leave, she had to ask for a ride. Then this other chic asked for a ride too. I had flirted with this other chic, but I didn't really think much of it. Then D.J. gave this other chic shotgun, and I had to drop this chic off last. On the way home after dropping off D.J., the other chic seemed nervous and uncomfortable in the car with me, don't ask me why........

Now that you have the basic background, you can decide what the hell is wrong with my love life. Hopefully this all works out by tomorrow evening, and I'm with D.J. But besides that, the play went well tonight. My 20 lines went great, considering I was the comic relief in the play. I'm a cheerleader. I come into the scene, do a cheer, get in a fight with the dad, and leave, it's a fun part. This past week has been hell with the play. I need more sleep, yet it's 1:13 in the morning, and I'm on this stupid computer. Also, this week I had stupid fruit pickup. I had to drive to all these people's houses to drop this stuff off, it sucked. The plus is that today, I got my class ring, and I get to flirt with a bunch of cute chics. Any way, thanks for listening. If you have any advice or questions, e-mail me at [email protected]. Thanks again

Matt