Hello everyone, welcome back to my diary. This is my new and improved diary, no holding back. Well, the last month of school was pretty fun. I was doing my usual slacking in class. I haven't gotten my grades yet, but I'm pretty sure I got straight A's again. I finished school on June 4th, so this is May 1999 is a little late.
    On the work scene. I still technically don't have a job. I'm working part time over at the pool like I did last summer. It's a little weird this year because the managers are my age. They're were both lifeguards last year. It seems each year they hire younger and younger people for that job. I got hired to help paint with the school, but that fell through with some of the other things that were supposed to come up for me. My technical drawing teacher said that he was going to give this company Molex and call and try to get me a job there. My brother worked there for about two years as an intern also, so he thought that my brother would call instead of him. I still haven't heard from them though. I've applied at many places but nothing has come through. I keep on getting my ass chewed out by my dad because I don't have a job. So that's where I am with that right now.
    Now for what everyone's been waiting for, my love life. Right now, I am totally screwed up to all hell. I have two girls that both want me, and I like both of them, but I don't know which one to choose. This one girl's name is Maria. She's a little younger than me. Because she's younger, she's not totally in touch with her feelings or know what each feeling means. So she likes me, but doesn't know what to do. This other girls name is Jackie, I met her after I showed interest in Maria. She's my age, and is a lifeguard at Centenial Beach. She's a hottie and a half, and fit too. What do you expect from a girl that runs 5-8 miles a day? So I feel obligated to be with Maria, but Jackie knows what she wants and can actually help me. Ohhh yeah, and did I mention that Maria will be leaving in a few weeks for Colorado and Minnesota to return at the end of the summer? It's pretty obvious which one to choose, but who knows, I'll keep you all posted in my next entry.
    That's all I have to explain the past month, it's been boring and even more boring. I'll keep you all updated on the scandals of my life. Hope you had fun, I know I did.
Matt
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